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angeldawn01
So Im currently At work .. sitting by some guy.. no one to talk. So i figured to post an entry. So This whole New shift thing.. Is making me feel a little anti social through-out the weekdays and sometimes on the weekends. Maybe its Just a phase im in, maybe its not, Im not entirely sure but I guess that will come in time, but it seems like im accepting the new shift and its results of being in a diffrent world then all my friends and my family, maybe I need to stop and forget all the petty moods I have. I had a comment made to me today which made me realize I need to get back on track hardcore with the diet , Things are just Retarded and i know thats not an excuse, so today is my last day for Junk or anything like that , No more pop, no more anything, I will stick to Just chewing Gum and Eating Normal foods, I would like to get a headstart before the nice weather gets here that way there will be more of a impact when I can get out and walk. Until then theres not much i can do but watch what i eat and eat healthier

Current Mood: blah blah

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angeldawn01
So The Weekend Was Rather Fun The Girls and I Went to Grand Narrows For a Road Trip It Was good , We laughed of course and went to this ungodly grose place to eat.. my club tasted like it had TUNA on it ..SICK is all i have to say.. lol the fries were ok.. and the glass of water we got..looked like a cup ud give a 2 Year old ! and it was rather pricey! Then we went home got ready for the Nights Events went over to Katies Got Ready and had some drinks before heading to the jack n jill , which was a fun evening.. seeing how half of the damn stream table won alteast one prize.. Hermans Was our next stop that was quite fun but it had its shit moments, Tash was the one who was the most intoxicated.. but she made it all worth while espically taking her in to the bathroom , It was an over all unreal weekend. So Its The End of the week , and I Had my new shift for a Week .. its not even that bad of a shift like I thought it would be.. i can deal with it.. espically for the days off.. The Weekend is here and its St Patty's Day Weekend , So tonight I went over Tasha's With the girls and We had Ice cream apple pie and we watched The First 2 or 3 Eposides of Sex and the City.. we didnt get a chance to finish we all got tired and headed home, Not sure what tomorrow will bring or even the next week.. So I found out today my dads comin home, and well im not quite sure my emoitions or thoughts on that.. I mean sure Its great hes coming home. but then at the same time im committed to spending my time with him.. unless of course it turns out to be unbelieveable fun.. ok well Everyone else needs to update.. cause i mean I did..and i NEVER do .. lol

Current Mood: calm calm

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angeldawn01
So today was the stupid useless shiftbid for work.. and as of course it was beyond grose no good shifts what so ever and if there was they were only a few of.. so needles to say in order for me to get my days off for saturday and sunday i had to take a 2:30 - 11:30.. kinda late but I guess its worth it for the Days off. Sick Lately As Well working as much as i can possibly work... trying to feel better as soon as possible. I dont have much to say in this update so i'll finish this off now and write something a little bit more productive again later

Current Mood: sick sick

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angeldawn01
So Its been awhile Since the last update..So I guess its time .. So lately Ive been kind of busy with Family stress and Work. Training for 2 weeks On Night shift was quite brutal itself. When Training was over, the unwanted halifax trip began.. so the halifax trip was quite emotional at its finest..My dad went in for Major surgery which where they discovered theres not anything more they can do to him to make him any better then what he is now, and has to live his life the way he is doing it now. Which is kind of a piss off non the less ,however I find myself quite drained of any emoitons regarding the whole situation at this point. I know it might make me sound cruel , rotten and maybe even like a heartless bitch or something ,however its been such a rollar coaster we know the end result is more then likely going to be him passing on.. but Im at the point where we did not really have much of a father daughter relationship seeing that I have two step sisters that currently lived him him Longer then I have in my entire life, it is kind of a depressing thing to actually realize that he has a whole diffrent family. The fact of sharing my dad, Is the fact that it sometimes feels or appears that they think he is more of their real dad then not. So Im back to work and Everything is Slow with a New Contract on a slow start, Not quite sure on what to do exactly for every issue but im sure that will come in time. Thursday I went over Tasha's With Her And Lexi And Katie Showed Up , we bought a whole Ice cream cake from sobeys ,watched Ugly betty and Grey's And Ate the Ice Cream Cake With Just a fork Each, It Was a well deserved on both ends. The Weekend Passed and I went On a Drive With Tasha And Lexi On Saturday It was Relaxing to Just get out and Be away from all of the bullshit thats been going on, It Helps every once in awhile to just get away from everything and get your mind off things. Last night Was a Total Diaster With The house but Thats a diffrent story all in its own.. So I will stop rambling on For Now.

Current Mood: stressed stressed

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angeldawn01
So Today I Decided To Go to the mall with full intentions of Getting a New Pair Of Pants and Possibly shoes and a Shirt, Well that didnt happen , I left in a Disgusted Mood , Seeing that None of the Pants I Tried on fit me at all , They were either Too Tight, or they would not go up past my damn thighs as well as i Had to up to a bigger size in shirts as well ,so that made me realize how much the whole new year diet really needs to be kept going and accomplished as in to regards of Not being so happy about my appearance lately. I Did however buy a sweater and a Hat , But Nothing Too Important, Went to the Store Tonight and Bought Scratch Tickets and Did Win $5.00 bucks on One ,Not alot of money, but better then not winning any money at all So i cant complain.



Things I Want In Life
Id love to loose a good bit of weight
Start Saving Money For Emergency Times
Possibly Look In to Going to School And Getting a Trade of some sort and Actually Having a Career In my background to Follow back on.
Some day actually get my License Like I Always wanted, but I never seemed to put enough ambition and Engery to force myself to get my beginners /License
Maybe Some Day Meet a Guy and Attempt a Form of a Real Relation Ship

Maybe some day I'll get Atleast One of the above .. until then i'll keep Going day by day , and Hope for the best and Do what I can do to get by in Life , Healthy, And Happy.

Current Mood: disappointed disappointed

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angeldawn01
aha So ive been slacking on this a bit.. but i get my reminder to update! ..lol This week was rather Fun , The down rut of christmas is finally gone , and im back to my usual happy self, Friday The Girls And I Had Chocolate Fondo , Watched Means Girls , Blue Crush , and The Devil Wears prada and Ate Popcorn ,played Trouble and well we took alot of pictures that my useless good for nothing memory card deleted on us! Then Saturday we played CSI the board game, Wasnt as good of a game as I Figured It would of been. Started My JunkFood Free and Fast Food Free Diet Today. Its going to be a Little Rough to Start it, Anyways I Ran out of things to say

Current Mood: calm calm

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angeldawn01
So Its the holidays and they are shit as usual , Good times with the girls before christmas eve and well spending an hour with my whole family Minus one made it a little bit ok on christmas day. Went out Nw For a change with one of my Friends , it was alright Got to see two of the boys that were down from away so that made it worth while! Work is Insanely Stressful. I Hate it Non the less and wish it was back to normal. Lifes been Downhill Lately, Went out last night to hang out with someone for a bit. nothing major. Feeling a Little Anti Social Alot lately, aha Seems that id rather talk to No one, and Just keep to myself and do my work. I dont think thats quit healthy but Oh well I guess thats Life other then it being a big bitch , I miss my happy Moods. But eventually i'll get them back. None the less the girls are awesome of course ,id be lost without them! aw i guess i can get back to being the depresso i am lately.

Current Mood: depressed depressed

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angeldawn01
So I havent updated so i figured it would be a good time to do so seeing that I have been occupied with work and out with the girls, So saturday my mom and I threw a party for Christmas and invited a bunch of people over from work , So last night Katie , Innis , And Me went to Tasha's we ate supper , and watched some retarded Movie wesley gave me. It Turns out today I Got a Christmas Card From Lisa For Christmas! ( Thank you Lisa If you see this ) The card was awesome! Pictures Should be On The Site Sometime Tonight I Hope. As well as over the weekend I Realized Again Why I hate males , maybe someday they will be usefull, lol. I better get back to work so I will Update Again Another Day

Current Mood: tired tired

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angeldawn01
So Yesterday Paul and I went to work to get some stuff for christmas work shopping, Then we went in and I got my tounge pierced..yea I took the plunge, Mind you I was rather mixed with being Scared and Excited at the same time, Scared to see what it would feel like or if it would hurt ,and Excited To actually get it done, Turns out it didnt hurt like I thought it was going to. Then we went and spent awhile at the ol walmart and shopped so much. Now I cant wait for my tounge to feel normal again, but with the aditional add on to it of course! aha Thanks to paul and tasha I knew what to expect for the After Care! .. Its amazing how much some people dont realize what amazing friends they have , until One Day you meet the right ones and It shows

Current Mood: bored bored

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angeldawn01
So It seems Last night and recently I have alot of things going through my mind, How id Like to change my life around a bit. The Friend bit is amazing.. I couldnt pick better friends then who I have right now , even though they are some what new, they are unbelieveably amazing , and would not want to loose. I Want to change Other Major aspects in my Life, I wanna make my appearance a whole lot better then what it is. I wanna dont really want to be as alone as I am in other aspects of Life , but As long as I take it one step at a time maybe I will get Things the way i Slightly want them to be. But Sometimes I think maybe some people are ment to be alone , and Maybe I am one of those people. So I guess all that is left to do is let life take its course and enjoy what I have right now at this present time , and be thankful for the amazing new friends ive come across.

Current Mood: lonely lonely

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